one quick rant...

i am REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY fucking sick of fake intellectual people. fuck all of you. george bush doesn't suck just because you decided he did. he sucks for some damn concrete reasons, and you all look like complete fucking morons by just stating that you "just want to kick his ass someday" or just "want to meet him" so you can "spit in his face", then back it up, god dammit. i'm so fucking fucking fucking fucking tired of ignorance. AWARENESS IS NOT A FUCKING FASHION. don't prance around trying to make a statement just because someone else made it. the best part is, it's the people who are so proud to be "individuals" that act like this. yes, i am talking about a few particular people (one that sparked this rant), but really, everyone. if you're going to have an opinion, make it an informed one.

there are some people that can just be so disappointing. for example, people who i had an ounce of faith in about three months ago and who just completely let me down. people who i thought i could count on to lead by some kind of example are being upstaged by the people i was hoping they'd be leading. i just don't understand people. then i talk to a couple other people and find out that they are doing this on their own accord; it isn't some physical problem or something. if anything they're having some messed up teenage emotional breakdown which is just completely preventing them from living up to what i proclaimed them to be. what the fuck. time for a little first person: you are the most disappointing person i've ever met in my entire life. and you know what? he thinks so too. it was his opinion long before it was mine. no one is impressed that you are so deep and complicated. you're not. i figured you out in ten minutes. i was wrong about some things, but not many. he defended you for a while and then i found it was me defending you. well, i'm not going to anymore. you are a waste of a life. people don't feel responsible for you just because you're a basketcase. get some god damned initiative. if you are so obsessed with being in control of your life then stop letting yourself and everyone else down. you're a pathetic excuse for a person.

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